Monday, December 27, 2010


The other day someone noted that I had the tendency to talk to complete strangers. One becomes very aware of one's foibles if they are pointed out to one! She was right. I am fascinated in strangers. So I was waiting in line with a stranger for some copying to be done. We shared the moment with one of those wonderful black dogs with the graying eyebrows who nuzzled one and then the other.
She was having some copying done from a book called Birds by Andrew Zuckerman. I told her about his other book, Creatures. I mentioned the picture of the grizzly standing on hind legs posing on a white background. He must have waited hours for that picture. She told me her bear story in return. She had been gardening at her summer cottage in the fall. She was walking home with her shovel that had a blue handle. (Only an artist would have noted that detail!) Out of the woods shuffled a large black bear. It paused. She paused and lay down the shovel. The bear "merped" and so she "merped" and put her hands behind her back. I had a mother who was a violinist. Hands are important to violinists and artists. The bear investigated the blue handle and then casually stood up on his bag legs. She realized at that moment that he was only her height (Easy to say in retrospect...) and continued 'merping."
Much to her astonishment, he lay down on his back and started grooming himself. And then from up the hill, one of her children called and she looked away. When she looked back, the bear was gone. She still wondered whether it was her imagination or if that had really happened.
So often we are in situations where we have no witnesses and we wonder if it really happened!

Sunday, December 19, 2010


Sometimes one should just hush up and allow a picture to speak for itself. This is Rick Tomalty's photo of a Saw-Whet owl who spent a day sitting in the tree outside John Rennie...perhaps listening in or just reminding us of what wisdom and beauty really is!

Monday, December 13, 2010


These are astonishing creatures...and they have feline curiosity.That is a hole in the wall...put there intentionally I think. I am revisiting some neat horoscopes:
"Don't look before you leap," is a Zen saying that contrasts with what many in the West consider wise counsel," writes Christopher Moors in his article, "Magical Buddha Nature. "If everything is premeditated, we never have the naked brilliance of a new experience. Though we might be able to temper fear in this way, we live at the minimum and have no room for the divine to enter our hearts. Love is above all the freedom of expansion."

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


An update:
This is Rudy's light!
The deer were absent!
A friend from Calgary wrote the following:
I run the dog at night. By the time we can get up there it is dark. But the hill at night is surprisingly light, when it's clear especially, and if I stay on the face of the hill (rather than going back into the woods) it is light enough to see, and not be afraid (of porcupines, coyotes, and murderers) though not light enough to see exactly. Last night and tonight we (me and Rudy, wearing a red bicycle light on his collar) were suddenly surrounded by movement. It was deer, and they were all around us and moving so fast that I thought I was in a dream, as though they were alien beings (alive, not mechanical, but moving faster than any living thing I really know) or really, as what my mind truly thought then, as though they were gods! It was very dream like and strange and rare. And with a little red light bobbing after them, slowly and with no real effort to catch up...so strange I felt like lying down in the snow right there and then.
I know! These aren't deer...but if one pretends...they could be watching Rudy with his red reflector light run by.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


Ciboulette is fascinated with morning sunlight...and shadows...

Monday, November 22, 2010


And finally for the moment, my friends and I have come to realize how important it is as one ages to pick up one's feet lest one fall on one's face.


And the aftermath speaks for itself.











Ok - I know - it's fuzzy but I can't throw it out because of the content! It was Halloween at the dog run. The wee one looked really really cute with the bow...I make no judgment on the big ones!

The feline nature...


I bought this scratching pad months ago...

Naturally it was ignored.

Naturally I kept tripping over it.

And so, in my hurricane cleanup (otherwise known as: I've lost my glasses again.) I put it out to throw out...

Hah!

Sunday, October 31, 2010


Yes, I live in a community where they celebrate Halloween with a bark in the park. And yes, this pirate-hatted boxer played his role well. He did not once wag his tail. Mind you, his owner took his role seriously also.

Monday, October 25, 2010


WHAT DO SQUIRRELS DO WHEN THEY ARE NOT SCURRYING?

WHY THEY SLEEP, OF COURSE!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Found on a Post-it from a long time ago:

The Creative Process
First Insight
Then Saturation
Then Incubation
Then Illumination
Then Verification
Then What?


This blogging business is hard work...especially when one's life is so full. But there's always a story. My friend's father was recently admitted (put in sounds so...harsh) to a home. He is in his 90's and has various illness including a mild form of dementia. His granddaughter and her Lebanese boyfriend visited last week and he had a coherent conversation with the boyfriend in Arabic. No one knows when or where he learned Arabic. He has lived in Quebec all his life...The mind is a miracle...one can only conjecture that he had a friend who spoke Arabic in his childhood...None of the family has ever heard him speak Arabic before.

Monday, September 27, 2010


Those aforementioned Scottish deer hounds - they are hunters not herders. I was invited to tea at the home of a former student. It was a gently elegant tea with a Scottish author on hand - A.L. Kennedy. There was a beautiful boarder collie mix in attendance. My host/former student said that she suffered from separation anxiety. I had to explain to him that she was a herder - that she would only be satisfied when everyone was in one room! In that first year as a high school teacher, my host and his friend approached me with a proposition. They needed a body! They wanted to do theater and there was no one to supervise. I didn't need to do anything but be there! That is not my nature. We did some good theater and I learned so much! In my last year of teaching I did really serve as a body for the boys' basketball team. There was nothing I could do much to help them save be there and threaten to quit when they misbehaved!

I constantly forget my Scottish connection even though it had a profound influence on my life. I think I was just too young to take it all in...but I did spend a year in Scotland taking my teacher's training. One of my estages was with a very elite girls' private school. The mistress of the class told me from the first day that I wouldn't be measured by my sewing skills so much as how I read a story out loud to the children. In Scotland, I was the one with the accent and I was the one who was difficult to understand! Oh how I practiced for that lesson. I suppose I succeeded...I got my certificate.
When I began teaching, it was the practice to start in the elementary school which I did. It wasn't until a number of years later and a number of other positions that I applied to teach high school in the same board. The personnel director was my old school principal from my first teaching position. He told the high school principal that I should be teaching English because I read out loud beautifully...and that is how I became a high school English teacher for thirty years!
I have no pictures of that Edinburgh time. But I do love dogs and I do visit some Scottish deer hounds on occasion.

Saturday, September 25, 2010


"When you are old, I'm going to put you in an old people's home and I'm not going to tell my sister where you are!"
Such is the brilliance of a teenager in battle with her mother...fortunately, her mother could laugh about it!

When someone asks me how I am, I'm inclined to answer. I love story telling. That ten-year-old in me hasn't learned yet that what they really want me to say is, "I'm fine thank you."
They cringe lest I say, "Oh I'm so glad you asked...the ambulance is at the door and..."
They cringe even more lest I say, "You'll never guess what just happened."
There are people I have known for forty years and I still have yet to get it through my head that they really really really are just trying to be nice or cordial. THEY DON'T WANT TO KNOW HOW I AM! THEY HAVEN'T TIME TO LISTEN! THEY'RE TOO BUSY DOING IMPORTANT THINGS!
Don't they know? We ten-year-olds are always involved in important stuff. We have to orchestrate the daily operation of the world or at least that part of the world that we can have input on operating.
If I thought that I was the only one to experience this, then I would now that some serious therapy was in order...not just the occasional Reiki session attended by a crowd of the departed much to the astonishment of my Reiki master.
I have yet been able to squelch that ten-year-old in me enough to just gulp and say, "Fine thank you...and you?"
The picture is that of a two-year-old with whom I spent the day yesterday. I identify with the expression.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


See - I'm really fond of dead flowers...it is a perfect time of the year to find them although the autumn light plays with photography!

I went on a tree walk in the Montreal cemetary on Sunday. It was filled with ginko trees...Did you know that a ginko tree still stands in Hiroshima. It survived the atomic bomb. And if you look closely, you will see the fruit of the ginko tree! The blog for Montreal trees is:
http://www.foretmontreal.blogspot.com/

"If you're not to be forgotten when you're dead and rotten, write something worth reading, or do something worth writing. "
Benjamin Franklin
A student I was editing started her final essay with this quote. It took my breath away. Fortunately I believe in the theory that we all have a special age that we revert to in times of trouble and in times of creativity. I am a ten-year-old standing arms akimbo, expecting the world to get it - to understand...and so I still have time to do something...be it very minor...The quote is not intended as exclusive but inclusive!

Sunday, September 5, 2010





I have come to realize that I am rather fond of dead stuff! Someone pointed that out: Why do you take pictures of dead stuff?


I guess I just like it! It has character!

I discovered this enigmatic list - the story of my life - I don't like to label things. I don't like to close my drawers. I don't like to complete my sentences:

An Enigmatic List:

What is real?

The flat-headed man? The woman with the fan? The ivory horse" The wolf? The coral lady? The cardinal? The turtle? The pile of turtles? The bonneted lady? The rooster? The dog? The pawn?


Word Choice is Important - it fascinates me that irregular, intermittent, infrequent, periodic, erratic, patchy and random all have the same denotation but very different connotation. One has to sense the difference. The dictionary is of no help! I remember doing a class exercise...

I am firm; you are obstinate; he is pig-headed.
I am concerned; you are curious; he is nosy.
I am thrifty; you are a bit tight; he's cheap.
I day-dream; you are an escapist; she ought to seek help.

Thursday, September 2, 2010


One of my favourite writers when I was teaching was Richard Brautigan...he was so light and so profound...he made me smile and nod and I used to give him to my students to play with...
It's so nice
to wake up in the morning all alone
and not have to tell someone
you love them
when you don't love them anymore.
It's so nice
to wake up in the morning all alone
and realize that it was just a dream
and your kitchen is not filled with garbage...
It's so nice
to wake up in the morning and know
that you do not have to go anywhere
or do anything...
Fortunately my students were much cleverer than I am...my efforts are very trying...

Wednesday, September 1, 2010


I figure that I "owe" 11 entries from August. The pictures are so simple...it's the text that I search for...so this picture is a place keeper. I'll find the text later.
I found it - the text that is. In an email, someone said she was aflicted with duhism. She is a most articulate person and so I googled it...
And found the Urban Dictionary definition:
"A blatantly and painfully obvious consequence or result...a result so incredibly predictable that an expectation of another result is just plain stupid or dumb! I suffer from duhism...perpetual duhism!
DUH!

I promised myself that I would never ever blog what I ate for breakfast...even though what I ate for breakfast was rather good...I could blog about the squirrel who lives in my tree and has no idea I am here as he pursues his ablutions...or the pair of blue jays who paused for a moment yesterday...in my tree on Ste. Catherine's street.
But I have lots of fragments. I call this one time frames.
A fifteen year old cat has slept ten of those fifteen years...
A six-month relationship only guarantees a six-month anniversary. Soon, he will smell the preservatives in our conversations, the scent of mothballs in our actions. It will not last. I will not allow myself to share his naive joy in the way that children believe in the Tooth Fairy or Santa Claus.
My only regret is that I didn't footnote the fragments...I took them down and forgot to note the author...but I do rather like a good metaphor. I respect a good metaphor.
The bird? He's a merganser...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010







On the topic of retirement: Some people go sailing.

Some people restore toy boats they made as children.

And some people just take pictures of stuff!


Whatever we do, we are profoundly grateful for the privilege and the freedom.

Sunday, August 29, 2010


A quick entry - for something quite charming, google google's doodles! I will be back! Note: In order to keep up with this blog I am going to have to write 10 entries today! Hold your breath!

Sunday, August 22, 2010


If I were a gardener, this is what I would garden...it is a safe garden...
My friend in Victoria is recuperating from a spider bite...a black widow spider bite...a black widow with a red violin on its back spider bite...
And my other friend...Let her words speak for themselves:
"My problem however, is a groundhog! He is kind of cute and was OK while he was just eating the clover on the law. But he has now moved into my vegetable garden and is destroying my beans. My carrot and beet crops have already failed, thanks to him or some other creature. My workman suggested a small shotgun...but he lives in the country. He says there wouldn't be enough left to identify...or maybe he was talking about squirrels. It could be fun picking the squirrels off the fence. I'm not sure I could stand the gore, but I guess they would fall into my neighbours' yards. Oh - I might get "shot" holes in my fences...I don't want that. You aren't into saving squirrels and groundhogs, are you? Only cats and dogs, I hope!"
This is not a violent lady. She already has a hose with a sensor set up to chase that groundhog. I didn't know about that one...I didn't get too wet...
But I'll settle for a pot of flowers...if I become a gardener...

Friday, August 20, 2010


I am suffering from a fit of jealousy. I have just discovered Sharon Creech Love that Dog - a novel. It is a severe case of why-didn't-I-think-of-that combined with a journey through all those wonderful poems that I loved when I was teaching.
The main character, Jack, writes:
I don't understand
the poem about
the red wheel barrow
and the white chickens
and why much depends
on them
And that is just page two!

Thursday, August 19, 2010


First a segue...I still remember chaperoning a school dance and having one of my senior students dance by and call out, "Hey Mach - my mother would be proud of all those years in classical ballet!"

I don't think her mother had tumbling around in a dark room in mind.

And now I can say, my mother would be proud of the time she spent taking me to the down town YWCA so that I could learn to swim on the end of a pole...for what seemed liked years...I never swam competitively but that I blame on my grandmother's penchant for tailoring. She insisted on hand sewing my bathing suits...fashioned after sundress patterns...created with pure linen with a cotton lining. I sank to the bottom every time I entered the pool!

All of which is to say that I will do everything not to clean my apartment including (and this is how extreme it was) trying on my 20 year old bathing suit. It fits! It's not a pretty sight...but I have a bathing suit.

Obviously the above is a picture of the cottage I am going to...since said cottage is outside of Huntsville they did have visitors during the G-8!



Sunday, August 15, 2010


Shakespeare knew human nature. (There's a doctoral thesis.) I awoke this morning thinking about: To be or not to be. No I'm not suicidal...it is that whole decision making process that one has to deal with. And then I started playing with it. To have or not to have. To want or not to want. To clean or not to clean...the list could go on. And I apologize for the obvious pun. I am surprised at my collection of bee pictures...obviously the creature fascinates me.

Thursday, August 12, 2010


And the obligatory ice berg!


























Not to mention rocks...






















So I went to Newfoundland and I saw:

Mountains...and lupins...and tuckamore trees...and stages...and wee squirrels...and silver foxes...and vikings...and ship wrecks...and reflections...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


So much for that idea! What that unreadable text says is: This is just to say I am busy tonight. I'm watching So You Think You Can Dance (It is very very good!). I will be back tomorrow...
My friend took me to see the Japanese lanterns at the Canadian Exhibition...they were Chinese lanterns...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010



This should be a picture of a train because I'm following the theme of naming devices...
A father who was also a train lover named his children:
Miriam Elizabeth
Bethany Joy
Sarah Suzanne
Tabatha Jean

So that's the closest thing to a train in my picture collection - a crocodile waiting for the zebras and gnus to cross the river in Kenya...

If you have travelled by train...read the names out loud and you will understand!